Thousand times

Thousand times that she wished to die,

Thousand times that she gave up to cry,

the end was her only beginning

of something yet to becoming

 

Painful days,painful ways

Her world spinning on and on

Sorrowful days,sorrowful ways

Her thoughts shredding on and on

Thousand times,she told herself not to drown

Thousand times,she knew her face turns to frown

Thousand times, she sung his songs to deny

Thousand times, she sought for his shadows to rely

Painful days,painful ways

To live yet caught to gloom on and on

Sorrowful days,sorrowful ways

To hide herself deeper and it's on and on

Her life never goes too far from misery

It was then she would said that it's her destiny

Happiness is something that was too fast

For it always comes after a blast